We will wait ... Just to see each other's smile. :-)
Memories soon to be cherished. Cant wait to finally seeeeeee yooouu. ;-)
I love you bebsy ko!!:-)
Saturday, April 11, 2015
Every chance we get
We always find ways to keep in touch. Even if the connection sucks.
On his way going to site. Nakaw na sandali. Bitin moments.
Probinsya calls. With so much love from Tarlac to Jeddah. :)
Sa bahay namin. His good morning face before leaving our house. :)
Tindero sumasideline. :)
Ayan no pansin nagcocomputer eh. -.-
On his way to Tarlac. Probinsyano. :)
Puyat calls. 2am in Ph, 9pm in KSA.
After graduation of my lil brother. 32615
Baluuuuuutttttt.
Little things <3
He loves music, he loves me so he did these things. And will do more to express how much he loves me even if we are miles away.
Hahahaha ilang kanta na ba ang nakanta mo para sa akin? Ilang kanta na din ba ang nasulat mo? Sa dami kasi hindi ko na mabilang. Kahit feeling mo minsan hindi ko naappreciate, naappreciate ko kaya. Di lang halata. Kahit alam mong nakakahiya kapag inupload mo sa facebook, you still do. Thank you. Mahal kita lagi. :)
I love you bebsy ko! :)
New Battlefield
We have our own battlefield to face. My relationship with him is a personal decision I made to face our battlefield together. We truly cannot overcome everything but by the grace of God.
Iyak muna ako bago pa pilitin makigamit ng desktop sa Ate nya. Hahaha kasi ginagamit din lagi sa work kaya tiempo lang din. Len kasi intindihin mo naman! Hahahahaha
Makita ko lang sya masaya na ako talaga.
Eating his breakfast in our house (with my family) before leaving.
Tindero sa tindahan ni Tyo Mand's pag may time habang nakikipagkulitan sakin gamit ang tab ni Mama ko. Hahaha
Virtual kisses. :-)
This is our first ever WeChat conversation using his iPhone, with his own account. Super happy namin! :-)
Jeddah is 5hours late in the Philippines. His sleeping time is still early evening here in KSA. So we usualy ended our conversation like this. But who cares, seeing him is more than enough for me. :)
He is not a techy person. His smart phone was stolen before. When I left the country and started working in KSA, our new battlefield began.
The first month of my stay here was really a struggle. We communicate only thru our roaming numbers because he doesnt owns a smart phone yet. He bought a second hand laptop and a pocket wifi before. But his place has a poor signal. There are time that we will see each other thru skype if the signal is good.
During his breaktime at work.
Days became harder for us, his pocket wifi was broken. This time, he will go to his sister place just to use the desktop and call me immediately because I am being mad already hahahaha. (Sorry, babae eh.)
And worst comes to worst, he will rent in a computer shop just to call me. Minsan sira headset. Walang mic. Walang webcam. Maingay. May nagsisigawan. May malakas na tunog ng tricycle. Nakakaloka. Hahaha.
There were also times that he will visit my family and stay overnight to make sure he will be able to call me thru my Mom's tablet and our wifi connection at home. My house is 2hours away from his apartment. I live in Tanay, Rizal, he is renting an apartment in Pasig City.
Frustrated to make a personal composition just for me. Recorded in a tablet, lyrics viewed on a laptop. This was in Tanay.
The struggle that we have about our relationship is also our family's struggle. I have my Tita who have also experienced being in a long distance relatioship. God uses people to bless us without even knowing it. They sold to us her husband's used iPhone for a very affordable price to be paid anytime hahaha. On last week of October he finally got the iPhone and I was the happiest creation on earth. Hahaha!
We did a lot of adjustment in our relationship since we enter this LDR thing. Mahirap. Maraming pwedeng mangyari na walang may gustong mangyari. Pero para sa amin, hanggat kaya namin, we chose to stay in love beyond the distance. All by the grace of God.
I love you bebsy ko! Always. :-)
That so called LDR
Are you brave enough to be in a relationship? To love selflessly? To love beyond imperfections? To stay no matter what and where life will bring you together? Are you brave enough to be in a Long Distance Relationship?
Most of the time, after his work, he will travel almost 2hours to spend time with me. He is really a visual lover. I mean he loves it when we are together, when he hears my voice, when we laugh together, eat together, walk together, everything that we can do together he will find ways to spend it all with me. I love him. But not enough to be too expressive when we are together. I am not the sweet type girlfriend.
We've been together since May 2011. Broke up last April 2012, and back in the relationship on March 2013 and making the most of everything to still be in faith together as we face our relationship, our own, little and plain battlefield, to long distance relationship.
Our relationship is not perfect. We fight like the usual relationship that you know. But that fight were all created by me, me, me, me. We had a lot of temptations physically, but by the grace of God we are still able to stand firmly with our faith. We get too intimate at times but still preserving our first kiss. We still believe that sex is the best gift when it is in the boundary of marriage. So, we command our hormones to just be still. (Hahaha.) It's hard because we are human but God will remain God, and He can.
September 3, 2014. Last hug. No kiss. :( praying when to finally have that first intimate kiss I have been longing for. In time, God knows when.
Welcome to that so called LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP!
:)
Days before I left Philippines.
I love you bebsy ko.. I miss you so much! :(
National Emotional Day --090314.
Twas a wonderful morning. I got to see these people before I leave. I visited my Nanay and Tatay. It's my Nanay's birthday when I left the Philippines. Iyak moments.
My youngest brother wasnt able to come with us in the airport because he still has classes. My sister file a vacation leave and we fetch her midway.
My boyfriend, Manuel, spent the whole day with me before I leave.
Lungkot.
Kung pwede lang hindi umalis. :(
All my bags are packed, Im not ready to go. 😔
My Tatay Eddie.
Papa ❤️
Tito Intoy ☺️
I miss them all right at this very moment. Lord uwi muna ako? Balikan lang. Hihihi!
Friday, April 10, 2015
Just grateful.
I thank God for being so faithful in my life even if I dont deserve it. He had provided me a very comfortable home in our accomodation, He gave me a spiritual family thru Pastor James and TGIA, He sustained me everyday here in the Kingdom. He protects me all the time and most of all I am able to support my family back in the Philippines.
Everything I have now, I awe it all to my Faithful God.. To You be all the highest praises and glory!!
---will blog more soon!! :-)
I AM SO BACK!!
Glad to be back in writing. I have abandoned this site for about 7 months. Sorry.
Hello. As I read my previous post I was stunned and amazed of how mighty the God that I served during those times. But it amazed me more knowing that I still serve the same God today. Oh, Lord you never change!
September 3, 2014-- I left my beloved country Philippines to have my first ever overseas work here in the Kingdom of Saudi Arabia. I applied thru an agency in this conpany called DaVita. And my journey in KSA started..... ;)
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